this time last year

 

 

 

 

 

 

still not over it

the thirst

i cant stop thinking about this conversation i had with one of my good friends whilst under the influence of alcohol the other day. she didnt remember a thing, naturally. but it was one of those typical "girl i fucking love you girl, youre my actual girl, girl" kinds of conversations yet it actually had a lot of depth to it. after the exchange of i love yous, she was telling me how she believed that the most recent people you expose yourself to the most are the ones youre most likely to get along with, and its because theyre seeing the most recent manifestation of your self. theyre seeing you for who you are right now. they didnt see how you got there or whatever shit you hate about your past, they like and appreciate you for who you are right now and who youve grown to be.

and how fucking refreshing is that?

que sais-je?

 

 

if you wiki "human," the conservation status is classified as "least concern." imo it should be highest concern.

how to resolve intellectual paradoxes

i used to believe in karma until i got off my ass and took credit for my own shit

if youre happy and you know it

im going to have to anonymously give credit to one of my good friends who im pen pals with and her definition of happiness. she questioned, exactly how do happy people do it? how do they live unfazed by the turbulences of life in general. she wrote to me that perhaps happy people suppress their suffering the most because they are constantly trying to keep up that image. and its true, achieving genuine happiness for long periods of time certainly is not an easy feat.

happiness. god damn, we search forever for it. maybe we never will find it. maybe we just keep having to redefine it.

listening to this song as i write this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y2kEx5BLoC4

oh and here are some photos i took of shadows and shit. the lighting in my house that day was absolutely divine.

potential doesnt exist

you have so much potential --said everyone always. i used to think it was a compliment, until i realized it was only complimenting on how i wasnt actually good at anything. my new years resolution this year: to be good at something. 2014 come at meh.

because youre worth it

this is a side note from my last post. i was just talking to one of my best friends about "self worth" and wondering, at which point is someone worthy of you, or are you worthy of someone? like if you ever think so highly of someone and say 'im not good enough for them' then who are you good enough for? doesnt that kind of imply that anyone else that you are good enough for is you settling for less than your own self worth?