i cant stop thinking about this conversation i had with one of my good friends whilst under the influence of alcohol the other day. she didnt remember a thing, naturally. but it was one of those typical "girl i fucking love you girl, youre my actual girl, girl" kinds of conversations yet it actually had a lot of depth to it. after the exchange of i love yous, she was telling me how she believed that the most recent people you expose yourself to the most are the ones youre most likely to get along with, and its because theyre seeing the most recent manifestation of your self. theyre seeing you for who you are right now. they didnt see how you got there or whatever shit you hate about your past, they like and appreciate you for who you are right now and who youve grown to be.
and how fucking refreshing is that?
